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LJ,You. Are. Amazing! Thank you. I am that mom, doing it by myself. Disabled, myself. On government assistance and fighting not to vaccinate my children. It has been difficult, to say the least, to try to take care of my heart, when my focus is trying to get LoRenzo to come out and LaRie to feel like she’s not invisible. Guilt is a mainstay. I feel guilt about my son’s illness, that I held him down to receive. Guilt that I cannot afford anything to recover him which leads to guilt that I neglect my daughter because my tool of recovery is me every minute, a teachable moment with my son, hoping with my whole heart he retains what’s been learned. I’m exhausted, everyday and I’m reclusive so I won’t be judged on my appearance or my home. My kids are clean and happy no matter what my state is and the last thing I need is judgment on what I should be doing to further my son’s recovery and what lengths I should go to cuz believe me, if I was 20 yrs younger and 50 lbs thinner, a stripper pole and sugar daddy would totally be acceptable ways to boost my income. I’m doing what I can with what I have and prayfully it’s enough til we get our miracle.
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